Actions/ behaviour/Convictions/ How it looks like and how can I change...
The only blockade I had in my life was me! My ignorance about myself, ignorance about my convictions and behaviour.
Essence trainings, which I like very much, educated me and provided me with the tools in how I can handle all situations in life and much more..
I followed their trainings in 2003-2004. These trainings enabled me to become fully aware of my "educated thinking patterns" and behaviour, recognize it, deal with it and become a true master of them.
The essence trainings are experience-based. Experienced based training is like learning to ride a bycycle. You learn along the way and improve your skills all the time and you will never forget in your entire life!
Take a look at the https://humanication.nl/ website and/or join an information evening?
The trainings enables me to transform from a "thinking victom" (with all consequences of the "too much thinking process" like ... illnesses, depressions) into a person who is able to make his own decisions wether I want something of I do not want something.
The road i've traveled in 2003-2004 was this one:
- The basic training called "the essence"
- The Source
- The Symphony - dialogica
- The Beyond Doubt" training (my "saviour" and favourite one... )
When reading Beyond doubt ... read "life past doubting ".
I now chose from myself what fits me, and what not. I am open to support/ feedback. The Essence training institute has much in-house knowledge.
I now live in a complete - yet unknown reality - that is called life!
I have solved the part of my life called "sickness" and suddenly I find myself - after 40 years - in the middle of relationships (also in my private life).
Fully unknown / Fun /Exiting / unfamiliar/scary. I am ALIVE!
I run into "inner conflicts" with myself and "outer conflicts" with other persons, which were unfamiliar to me and I did not know how to handle them
After fooling around for a while, I started to react on the feedback of the persons who really loved me. I also did the 3 day MOB (Make of Break) training at the Essence training Institute (making relationships work)
I understand myself better now. I see the cause of the conflicts with other person and myself. In 3 days I have learned how to handle conflicts, how I can solve conflicts.
In 3 days I have learned how I can make relationships work better (even the relationship with myself). Now you know that this exists..... I wish I had discovered this 35 years earlier.. but hey...!
Real life really starts after fourty right?